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SlyFantasx Entertainment

Welcome! Under ConStruction. TT_TT

Musical Medicine

♥ ~All Songs~ » Jay Chou
♥ Replay » SHINee
♥ Love Should Go On » SHINee
♥ Real » SHINee
♥ In My Room » SHINee
♥ Stand Up People » CSJH The Grace
♥ Boomerang » CSJH The Grace
♥ My Everything » CSJH The Grace
♥ 5cm » CSJH The Grace
♥ I'll Kiss You » CSJH The Grace
♥ Sweet Flower » CSJH The Grace
♥ Forever Love » DBSK
♥ Step by Step » DBSK
♥ Rising Sun » DBSK
♥ O » DBSK
♥ Yesterday » Leona Lewis
♥ I Know you Won't » Carrie Underwood
♥ It's Not Over » Daughtry
♥ Behind These Hazel Eyes » Kelly Clarkson
♥ Find my Way Back » Michelle Branch
♥ Over It » Katharine McPhee

Replay~ Singing~



The Hidden Me, In My Room

» The name Sylvester
» Known as SlyFantasx
» 18 should age count
» A student & Emoist & Listener
» Love Singing & Dancing
» Hate This Corrupted World
» Enjoy Crapping & Joking
» I ♥ Talents
» Admire ♥KEY, ♥Jonghyun, ♥Minho, ♥Onew

My Everything

♥ Besties
♥ Family
♥ KEY ~ SHINee
♥ Jonghyun ~ SHINee
♥ DBSK
♥ CSJH The Grace
♥ SHINee
♥ BoA
♥ Super Junior
♥ UVERworld
♥ Ayaka
♥ Jay Chou
♥ Britney Spears
♥ Gong Yoo
♥ Carrie Underwood
♥ Kelly Clarkson
♥ Daughtry
♥ Leona Lewis
♥ Katharine McPhee
♥ Michelle Branch

wishlist

♣ CSJH The Grace Singles
♣ CSJH The Grace Vol 1
♣ DBSK 4th japanese Album
♣ Super Junior Singles
♣ Super Junior Albums
♣ BoA Singles
♣ BoA Albums
♣ UVERworld Singles
♣ UVERworld Albums
♣ Ayaka Albums

Love Should go On



Yesterday



Forever Love

--» Alvin
--» Arthur
--» ♥Lydia

thanks a lot

Layout » Chazzie

150808 5:47AM Struggling for Survival
Ha. I just realised that my previous post, my english totally stink to the core. Maybe cause i was too lazy to check and edit again. Ha, i just began dumping my thoughts in the post like some garbage bin. Forgive me if you find some of the english sentences or phrases not understandable. Ha, its not like i'm some writer or editor anyway. Anyhow, hope you forgive my poor command of english, if you think its that bad, that is.

Alright back to today's topic, humm been trying to force myself to study for the upcoming examinations, 50% of the times it works and sadly the other half of the time, i was spending my times in SHINee Forum, having some fun of my own with my farm animal mates. Oh, i'm cosplayed as a cat in this made-believed farm, FYI. Sly = Sylvester = Cat. As simple as that. X]

Lots of fun there in the forum, made some terrific friends through our "bonding" sessions in the chatbox and MSN. Yup, and with that being said, it is also a source of distraction for me during this period of mugging for my examinations. Haha, nvm, i had fun, thats all that matters for now, hopefully i would care about my grades as much as i care about SHINee and the forum. :X

Still, STILL! I'm actually starting to study damn hard for this round of examination. Amazing eh? Me studying haha.. I couldn't believe myself too, since i'm not the kind of people who would mug for examinations or rather academics. Been thinking about quiting polytechnic, but oh well certificates in this money-hungry world is heavily needed in order to survive, what more can i say? Yup, gonna conquer finish this polytechnic period and get my well-deserved certificate and do what i want in my life. :X

Been listening to tons of songs recently also, cause i need to listen to music before i can mug, if not my mugging for examination papers would be a failure. Yup. SHINee's music definitely boost my concentration and so is BoA and CSJH The Grace's music. Haha, wish i can say thanks to them for the music, cause Sylvester without Music = Death. Yup the equation is as simple as that. Anyhow, i'm still coping with my emotions. Trying not to get all emo and down and continue to strive for success and my dreams. Lalala, yup my dreams! Totally envious of SHINee and DBSK for able to live the dream of my life. Ha, still best wishes to them cause they really deserved it. :] SHINee & DBSK Hwaiting.

Loving my Dongsaengs KEY & Minho <33


In love with my dream
Slyfantasx

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140808 2:38am Deem to change.
Well, i'm gonna strive and conquer my rotten life again. I can see no end to this timeless battle. Its like World War that can see no brighter day. Yup, still gonna believe in the innocent future that i glibly believe and prays to come true.

Gonna stay positive, cause if i don't, Time will just keep moving on like a heartless creature and left you alone in the middle of the road to continue linger on at the same spot further and further away from it. So i'm not gonna let this fucked up life beat me down! :] Lol, i seem so childish with these sentences, like a child who has a water pistol and a Donald Duck backpack trying to conquer the whole world.

Work hard, and hope to accomplish wonderful dreams in the end. Heard of "Reap what you Sow" haha yea gotta abide to that phrase and work for what i want. Nothing in this world comes by right under your feet effortless without you yourself suffer it out for it.

BTW OMG i saw one of SHINee's performance at Korea Music Grand. Its like totally WTF... Tons of WTFs flew over my head. Cause during the performance, Jonghyun slipped and fell down on his butt. Luckily, he was professional enough not to whine about it and carry on with the dance steps. I saw Onew, Minho and Taemin slipped too. Taemin's slip was not that obvious but yeah, he did slipped abit. KEY was amazing not to slipped on those slippery stage. What the fuck, it was like having a downpour over there and the staffs don't even bother to mop or wipe off the water? Oh well, Jonghyun is suffering from sore muscle while performing already and he has to fall on his butt adding to his burden. Hope hes fine.

SM Entertainment should really not work their singers and entertainers that hard, its like totally no rest. When Onew sprained his ankle he has to carry on the performance dispite the pain, wth, he was like crying offstage after the performance too. Seriously, they are humans too, so yea don't be too harsh on them. :]

Love to all the boys in SHINee :X


A better tomorrow. Hopefully. X]
SlyFantasx

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110808 Lost inside a vortex.
I'm feeling really lost and mood less. Nothing could really express how this feeling feels. A best scenario, like a guy who lost all his senses. I'm feeling very lost and helpless, i can't do anything now. I feel useless and stupid. Why can't i just carry on with life? Time is wasting. I know, what else can i do instead of staring at my colorless laptop. Fight on? I have been fighting for the past years. Goals? I have accomplished a few but many abandoned like a lost puppy. Maybe I'm not pushing myself hard enough. To me i had really tried my best. Ha don't kid yourself. You didn't really placed in much efforts. I wanna fight on but I'm just too tired. I'm not good at anything, or rather good at things which i would rather be bad at. Why can't i choose the talents that i want? Never before feeling more lost and down. None of these emotions that I'm placing out is expressing how i really feel. Somewhere there but not quite. I hate this feeling. I wish i could slice it off with a chainsaw or jab it with a spear.

I found my purpose in life but am too tired to fight on. Loser? Quitter? Heard it countless times, said it myself countless times, condemn myself with it countless times. Nothing works. I am blessed with many things, things i took for granted for, but i still want those that i dream of obtaining. selfish? greedy? Ungrateful? I guess. Wanna have some strength to fight on, but i can draw no source of energy from nowhere, no one and nobody. I'm plunging myself a step closer to devil's will, suicide. You would see me doing it eventually? Still waiting for something to pull me out of this vortex of doom.


KEY, save me? Ha, you can't even hear me. Correction, you don't even know who the hell i am. Never mind, even if I'm being silly. All the best in all you do yea? I will support you till the end even if in the end you don't even have a clue who am i. Doesn't matter. Your totally living the dream that i have long for. Its important that you treasure it and make sure you don't end up like some stuck up asshole in the entertainment industry. I know you would never in a million years able to see this post i had for you. But just know i will always support and cheer you on. :] Doesn't matter if i suffer, I'm used to it. Be good in SHINee, and yar take good care of your health. Be the best human you can possibly be. Hwaiting! This is only to KEY so to other people who are reading this section, pay no mind to it. KEY, hope you eventually get to see this unsignificant message. Maybe it will be significant to you, only you can decide, no one else can.

To people who thinks i'm a freak after seeing the above section, let it be. I don't care anymore. I don't need a public and private blog at the same time to hide my true emotions in the private blog itself. If you want to know who the hell am i then this is the place for you. I don't really find a need to hide my true emotions.


Loving my KEY Dongsaeng

SlyFantasx

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100808 Back on track.
Alright, been lazing around for the past few days and sleeping like a log. Suddenly, feeling quite depressed yesterday too. Like a rush of unsatisfactory and displeased emotions with myself just came over me, like a helpless man being en-caged and trapped inside a tornado. Just felt like a fairy just casted a spell on me to enfeeble me.

Thoughts of suicide never seem so sweet and releasing before, once again. Childish? Immature? You can say so. But when your at the state of helplessness, its the best offer the devil can give you. Its devil's kind of way of caring for you. Devil doesn't want you to carry on in this *ahhem* world that he wrecked havoc in. Gonna go nuts once again but i just can't blame myself.

Oh well listening to BoA's songs now. Its awesome, hopefully, these songs would get me back on track. Alright, the album that i'm listening to is BoA's Best of Soul. Just bought it recently as well. Heres a picture of the album. Just been a fan of BoA so this is the best deal i can get since shes been in the industry for like 8 years now? Its the best compilation album that i could ever want.




Loving my KEY dongsaeng (younger brother) :X

Enjoy the fucked up world :] and may happiness always be with you.
P.S. Being childish and immature in this post, forgive me! :]


SlyFantasx

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080808 Just for the thrill of it?
Well, I'm basically gonna head off to bed but just gonna end it off with a blog post. Just headed out to my brother's girlfriend's house. Wait, its my brother's EX-girlfriend's house. Yea that sounds better. So, can't you guys just make a guess why the hell i would be spending my time there? Of course, its to recover the body belongings my brother had in there for years. One word that could clearly and be enough to express how i felt throughout the whole ride would be awkward. Still, none of my emotions could be compared to those of my brother and her. This scene is just one that i thought i would never ever witness. Guess i was wrong again.

Never really understand the word love. Maybe its just too complex for human to understand and handle it in their life. I really don't understand. I guess i couldn't express much about this complex word, love, cause i was never in a relationship before. One day, you could see a couple sharing joy and laughter through their walk of life, next, you would see them bickering and quarreling over topics and situations that never actually took placed or understood by both parties. I guess, that's how false accusations occurs. Human minds can really wander and conjure up untrue yet real realities to believe in. If Love really is such a strong and powerful emotion that can fight through all situations and cure all illnesses as human deem it to be, then why is it so easily shaken and shattered? I do believe there are true love in this world though, its ultra rare, i know. People deem their love for their counterparts are true love, throw in some situations and harmless rumours and gossips into their love life, and see what happens? true love, ha, don't kid me.

Another thought in my mind, are relationship or finding a counterpart just part of life people thinks they have to endure and go through? Or just for the thrill of experiencing it? Or really cause they truly love their partner, that's why they initiate a relationship? Never really understand the heart of a human. Also, i believe humans are the most selfish being. I am one, i don't deny. If you just ask anyone on the streets, ask whether they are willing to fork out their 100% for the one they truly love and expect nothing in return, and that they only want to see him/her happy even if they themselves are suffering. Assholes would lie and say Yes. But i can tell you 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the people you ask are never the person of the above scenario. There is maybe 1 on this universe, go find it if you can, its like finding Singapore in the whole entire universe. have fun searching i would say.

Selfishness in people's heart are what keep them driven and alive, its like fuel to keep their emotional engine alive. If people are not selfish, they cannot fill their personal needs and aspirations and thus feel incomplete and down. Humans need their selfishness to accomplish their goals and daily needs. I know this selfishness that I'm indicating is too general but I'm too tired to narrow it down for you. Think about it before you bash me at the chat box below.

Anyhow just wanna give an example, if my brother was not selfish and only thinking about he, himself and him, this relationship would have been saved. Its because he was afraid of marrying another Mary Cher <- Mother. That he decided to play around the field subconsciously, even though he deny that nothing has ever happened. Ha, this is just like the flashback of my sister and her EX-boyfriend. My sister being the victim of course, felt disgusted that someone in the family is like her EX-boyfriend. I guess it can't be helped? Guys are bastards in a sort of way. I'm a guy so yar.. But i always believe there are nice guys out there though. :] Yup, so all in all i wanna say humans are all selfish, if not, fights or quarrels would never happen or even wars cause they would only think about others and not themselves. Sorry, if I'm being rude to my mum but its a problem that my entire family is aware of. I still love her very much of course but yet again, i understand that my father is suffering.

Still, that's all the time for emo shit. :] I'm gonna show you an album that i bought recently by my favourite female group! Its none other than CSJH The Grace! *Jumps* A group consist of Stephanie, Lina, Dana and Sunday! (Names are according to the position in the album picture. Start from the bottom left, clockwise direction) Love them to bits!.! :] So There you go, the album is named Graceful 4, you guys can guess where this album name came from.



Loving my cute KEY dongsaeng (younger brother) :X


Damn you Arthur for bashing about his eyebrows :X

Nights!

SlyFantasx :]

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070808 A sense of contentment & Happiness.
Not so sure why i am having such mix feelings these few days. Maybe cause i have been stuck at home because of my eye infection? Haha, i guess maybe that is just it. Staying at home too long can really pollute your mind and makes you go nuts when you are not expose to the outside world for like 4 to 5 days. Thats me i guess. I'm a person who needs to head out to seek new adventures and entertainments if not i would be rotting endlessly thinking about stuffs that i should not think about. EMO! is the word but i shall not talk about it cause i don't feel like emoing, its just a wayy too complex and horrific feeling that i don't want to endure ever again.

Lalala, another point i should take note is really not to compare myself with others :X haha after listening to tons of singers and bands i keep having this childish thought of why i just can't be like them. I would specially like to thanks Nelson AKA Nelly and LiFen AKA Fenny
. :X Without them i would not have to spend a heap of money over UVERworld and Ayaka. So yup thanks. Their songs are just so addictive, i still remember yesterday and the day before, i keep urging myself to change the track i have been listening to,Gekidou ~ UVERworld, but i just can't do it. I have the "X" button right in front of my mouse button but i just can't click it. Too addictive? :X i guess so. Yup, so to end off, my list of idols just gets LONGer and LONGer. :X
For more information about list of idols please have a look at the left section of the blog! :X


Loving KEY dongsaeng(younger Brother) :X


SlyFantasx

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050808 SlyFantasx Entertainment presents,
Heya! Finally got to make a post in this brand new blog. TT_TT Well, lets just hope this time it last ehh? Haha if not this blog would end up in my countless attempt of failures to blog about my life to the public. Hopefully *Cross Finger* it will last and i will get to see another day with this blog if i'm not that damn lazy. TT_TT

As always i love explaining the concept of this blog *Jumps*! Makes me feel like a innocent kid showing off his lollypop or teddy bear. :] Now, it must be puzzling for you to figure out what the hell is this SlyFantasx Entertainment. Haha, fine! If ur that anxious to know pester me about it. X] As always i'm not that bad, so here yar go. Well, yesterday i was chatting with some friends over a few of the albums that i recieved through waiting in line with a bunch of aunties and uncles in the post office, makes me feel young again. :X Yup, and i was suddenly conjuring up this idea of have a recording label company of my own and naming it, "SlyFantasx Entertainment" if it ever ever succeed. As always, unattainable dreams can be sweet and bitter at the same time, just like a double edged sword. *Cross fingers* Pray that this dream would eventually come true. Oh well, i am always having this thought that if i don't have enough talent to enter into the entertainment world myself, might as well help people who has the right assets to get into the entertainment world right? TT_TT

As you can see, i love this new boy band named SHINee by SM Entertainment. LOL! Plus they debuted in the month of my bday. *Jumps* LOL! Personally, i think they are awesome as a contemporary boy band and their young and fresh too and sing and dance like a dream, ranging from only ages 15-18, its no wonder theres gonna be a big hype over them soon. TT_TT Oh btw if your wondering what SHINee means, it means the one recieving light or kinda the one in the spotlight! :] Haha, and its pronounced as "Shiny" weird ehh? I thought so too.

Well, current song that i'm listening to now while updating my blog and doing this entry is Stand Up People by CSJH The Grace. :] *Jumps* They are so great and terrific yet so underrated! :[ Oh well, i will give them my fullest support. CSJH The Grace Hwaiting! Haha i will upload some of their songs in my playlist soon so that you can agree with me that they rock the female band era! :X


SlyFantasx (Loving KEY's TT_TT)

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