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Replay~ Singing~
The Hidden Me, In My Room
» The name Sylvester
» Known as SlyFantasx
» 18 should age count
» A student & Emoist & Listener
» Love Singing & Dancing
» Hate This Corrupted World
» Enjoy Crapping & Joking
» I ♥ Talents
» Admire ♥KEY, ♥Jonghyun, ♥Minho, ♥Onew
My Everything
♥ Besties
♥ Family
♥ KEY ~ SHINee
♥ Jonghyun ~ SHINee
♥ DBSK
♥ CSJH The Grace
♥ SHINee
♥ BoA
♥ Super Junior
♥ UVERworld
♥ Ayaka
♥ Jay Chou
♥ Britney Spears
♥ Gong Yoo
♥ Carrie Underwood
♥ Kelly Clarkson
♥ Daughtry
♥ Leona Lewis
♥ Katharine McPhee
♥ Michelle Branch
wishlist
♣ CSJH The Grace Singles
♣ CSJH The Grace Vol 1
♣ DBSK 4th japanese Album
♣ Super Junior Singles
♣ Super Junior Albums
♣ BoA Singles
♣ BoA Albums
♣ UVERworld Singles
♣ UVERworld Albums
♣ Ayaka Albums
Well, I'm basically gonna head off to bed but just gonna end it off with a blog post. Just headed out to my brother's girlfriend's house. Wait, its my brother's EX-girlfriend's house. Yea that sounds better. So, can't you guys just make a guess why the hell i would be spending my time there? Of course, its to recover the body belongings my brother had in there for years. One word that could clearly and be enough to express how i felt throughout the whole ride would be awkward. Still, none of my emotions could be compared to those of my brother and her. This scene is just one that i thought i would never ever witness. Guess i was wrong again.
Never really understand the word love. Maybe its just too complex for human to understand and handle it in their life. I really don't understand. I guess i couldn't express much about this complex word, love, cause i was never in a relationship before. One day, you could see a couple sharing joy and laughter through their walk of life, next, you would see them bickering and quarreling over topics and situations that never actually took placed or understood by both parties. I guess, that's how false accusations occurs. Human minds can really wander and conjure up untrue yet real realities to believe in. If Love really is such a strong and powerful emotion that can fight through all situations and cure all illnesses as human deem it to be, then why is it so easily shaken and shattered? I do believe there are true love in this world though, its ultra rare, i know. People deem their love for their counterparts are true love, throw in some situations and harmless rumours and gossips into their love life, and see what happens? true love, ha, don't kid me.
Another thought in my mind, are relationship or finding a counterpart just part of life people thinks they have to endure and go through? Or just for the thrill of experiencing it? Or really cause they truly love their partner, that's why they initiate a relationship? Never really understand the heart of a human. Also, i believe humans are the most selfish being. I am one, i don't deny. If you just ask anyone on the streets, ask whether they are willing to fork out their 100% for the one they truly love and expect nothing in return, and that they only want to see him/her happy even if they themselves are suffering. Assholes would lie and say Yes. But i can tell you 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the people you ask are never the person of the above scenario. There is maybe 1 on this universe, go find it if you can, its like finding Singapore in the whole entire universe. have fun searching i would say.
Selfishness in people's heart are what keep them driven and alive, its like fuel to keep their emotional engine alive. If people are not selfish, they cannot fill their personal needs and aspirations and thus feel incomplete and down. Humans need their selfishness to accomplish their goals and daily needs. I know this selfishness that I'm indicating is too general but I'm too tired to narrow it down for you. Think about it before you bash me at the chat box below.
Anyhow just wanna give an example, if my brother was not selfish and only thinking about he, himself and him, this relationship would have been saved. Its because he was afraid of marrying another Mary Cher <- Mother. That he decided to play around the field subconsciously, even though he deny that nothing has ever happened. Ha, this is just like the flashback of my sister and her EX-boyfriend. My sister being the victim of course, felt disgusted that someone in the family is like her EX-boyfriend. I guess it can't be helped? Guys are bastards in a sort of way. I'm a guy so yar.. But i always believe there are nice guys out there though. :] Yup, so all in all i wanna say humans are all selfish, if not, fights or quarrels would never happen or even wars cause they would only think about others and not themselves. Sorry, if I'm being rude to my mum but its a problem that my entire family is aware of. I still love her very much of course but yet again, i understand that my father is suffering.
Still, that's all the time for emo shit. :] I'm gonna show you an album that i bought recently by my favourite female group! Its none other thanCSJH The Grace! *Jumps* A group consist ofStephanie, Lina, Dana and Sunday! (Names are according to the position in the album picture. Start from the bottom left, clockwise direction) Love them to bits!.! :] So There you go, the album is namedGraceful 4, you guys can guess where this album name came from.